Pills & Prayer vs. Cancer

On Wednesday evening March 25th around 9pm, I started taking Braftovi & Mektovi (3 weeks after official cancer diagnosis)…a pairing of pills that some refer to as “chemo pills” but technically they’re a targeted therapy based on the genetic structure of my particular cancer. And I am one of many patients (probably thousands at this point) with Stage 4 Metastatic Melanoma who are benefiting from this particular pairing of oral medication in tablet and capsule form.

Along with this targeted treatment, prayer has been the other super effective “weapon” in the current melee struggle against cancer. Obviously, prayer feels a bit more subjective in terms of how one evaluates results and efficacy of treatment, but I’m convinced that intercessory prayer has made a tremendous difference and is the primary reason I got access to those pills in time (along with the tenacious bull-doggedness of my amazing wife!)

I have been absolutely blown away by the number of people who have let me know that they have enlisted their small group, a Sunday school class, their church, or other communities of prayer. Any attempt to adequately express gratitude to all who have been praying falls woefully short of the mark…but I would like to shoutout one particular community here in this post. After attending Mt. Vernon Nazarene University (’90-’93) and then staying connected with the campus in various ways (youth and college ministry connections, faculty friends, etc) over the past 35 years or so, it has been a tremendous blessing to have many friends on campus advocate and pray for us during this nearly overwhelming season of hardship.

On one of my darkest days (physically) I got word that a prayer chapel was being dedicated to Dr. Charles and Nota McCall who made a tremendous impact on so many young lives at MVNU. Dr. McCall is responsible for my ability to recite the Greek alphabet with a slight east Texan accent! He also helped sparked my passion for biblical languages generally. As we were dealing with some life & death issues on Tuesday March 24, we received a beautiful encouraging card from our Alumni & Development Friends along with word that some were gathering for prayer on our behalf in the new McCall Prayer Chapel. As I looked over that post and listened to Dr. Bob lead the Doxology, I remember feeling an actual tangible sense of the healing presence of God through those prayers. And it has stirred up a deep desire to visit that particular place of prayer as soon as possible to express gratitude but also to continue leaning into whatever divine healing activity the Holy Spirit has initiated through our friends and fellow prayer partners in the MVNU community.

So for anyone who might be within range of the McCall Prayer Chapel this coming Saturday April 11th at 1pm, please feel free to stop by as it will be a special time of prayer and also of sending the choir off on their Spring Tour. Many thanks especially to Dr. Bob & Diana Tocheff for all their generous care of alumni & friends like myself! It will be a delight to spend an hour or so with any who can join us.

 

 

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Holy Week & Cancer: From Ash Wednesday to Good Friday

Chris lung scan

On Ash Wednesday, we were told about some concerning “spots” on my chest Xray taken that morning. Even my untrained eyes could tell that this is not what a normal xray of the lungs should look like.

Less than 2 weeks later the pulmonologist called to report on the brochoscopy and biopsy to say, “Unfortunately, you have stage 4 metastatic melanoma and it’s aggressively taking over your lungs.”
3 weeks after that, I was being transferred from Bethesda North to The Christ Hospital where I was put on a BiPAP machine to help me breathe more efficiently since I was having increasing difficulty getting my lungs to get enough work done when it came to exchanging gases. You can see this heavy-duty mask in this photo as I’m realizing I have to wear my reading glasses upside down to get them to work with the mask. And sometime that day, we were confronted with the big question. What if intubation becomes necessary??

Up to this point, some of those palliative end-of-life-questions were mostly theoretical but now we were crossing the hypothetical barrier. On Tuesday morning 3/24/26, Deb and the kids all showed up along with several other close friends and family because we were on the verge of either starting some goodbyes or leaning into some desperate times of prayer and healing. Thankfully, the tide began to turn in my lungs. Once we got the targeted therapy pills overnighted from a special pharmacy (thanks to my tenacious wife who didn’t settle for the Friday delivery date) the cancer seemed to respond immediately by slowing its growth if not actually shrinking a bit.

So just two days before Good Friday, one of the hospital oncologists confessed during our discharge debriefing that privately, he and his colleagues had only given me about 3 weeks to survive and here I was about to be released to go home, only needing about 1 liter of supplemental oxygen to keep me breathing steady. My pain levels were back down in the 1-3 range and it felt like we had gotten some healthy momentum moving in our favor.

I’ve never  entered Holy Week feeling so immanently close to my own mortality. For that reason, I think I’m experiencing the hope of resurrection more profoundly than ever, as well as a deep sense of gratitude as God seems to be allowing my time here with family & friends to be extended. Getting to reflect on that gift from my living room front-window view the last few mornings is keeping me grounded in this daily Holy Hope.

Thankfully, I don’t believe we need to experience such a close encounter with death in order to have a deep meaningful connection with this profound hope we have in Christ! We simply need to acknowledge what God has done for us in Christ and rest in that provision.

 

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March 17 Update

We just got home from another 4-Day Hospital “retreat” where we had to deal with all the extra fluids generated by the cancer immediately after starting treatment.

On Tuesday morning (3/10) we sat down and calmly started battling these aggressive tumors with a pairing of immunotherapies (nivomulab & ipilimumab). It seems as though they went right to work activating my immune system and all the T-cells that had been duped by the cancer to just leave it alone for so long. So a flood of inflammatory liquids showed up and started overwhelming my left lung.

So Friday afternoon at the hospital, they performed another emergency Thoracentesis to draw out fluids and pulled about 2 full Liters out of the pleural space on the left side of my left lung. The decision was made to go ahead and place a chest tube to give us easier access for draining. After 2+ days with the chest tube, things settle down, my need for supplemental oxygen is now down to about 1 Liter and a PleurX pleural catheter was inserted yesterday which we drained for the first time today before being discharged. yeah!!

On Sunday afternoon we had a great visit with the Basler Brothers (they’re all like brothers to ME now). Mike brewed up some good coffee on pour over and shared one of his fresh sourdough creations with us. My nurse had never had fresh sourdough so he hooked us up with a toaster and some butter…and Mike provided the bread. So good!

Now we’re excited to head home with some healthy momentum headed in a positive direction. We should be able to make some good progress with recovery as we await treatment #2 on March 31st.

Our gratitude is simply immeasurable as we continue to receive so many assurances of prayer, encouraging notes, thoughtful texts, generous donations, helpful meal deliveries, etc!!

In our next update, we should know more about a potential targeted immunotherapy that we can use because this melanoma tested positive for the BRAF molecule. That may be the scariest cost number we’ve seen in this journey so far, but our GoFundMe Fam has already provided us with enough to at least get started on this possible treatment option. More to come on that one!

Thanks for joining us in this fight. We feel quite loved and want you to know we send that love right back at ya! ❤️

This updated originally appeared on the GoFundMe page

 

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